30th nOv...

hEavEn...

My HEAvEN...

CureD...

MilliOns Of healer gOt tired

And hundredz Of apOthecaries failed
But strange it was that my madnezz
Was CureD by my Own treatment!

ThOusand Tear...

I've Cried a thOusand tears fOr yOu
Felt a thOusand pains
Scream Out a thOusand wOrdz fOr yOu
Died a thOusand daYz...

UnSpOken...

. .... ...

TimE has tO paSs...

The discussiOn iz ancient

That Of the reality Of death
n dreams Of lyfe,
Still that a StOry
And all the stOries
r with reference tO time.
We may endeavOur tO stOp
Time has tO pass!
The smiling, pOpulated cities
Hv tO be Ruined One day.
Comforts r the windz
LOvez r the sOundz.
can wind ever be imprisoned ?
DO the sOund ever say sOmething, returning ?
Neither lOve has to remain
NOr the pain Of lOve
The river Of the tearz
Has One day tP subside
Wishes hv tO die
Time has tO pass!

rEmEmbEr ?

U said U lUv me n nevr evr leave me alOne at ne cOst rEmEmber ? but see U leave me with my empty sOul, U leave me with all ma sorrowz, U make my shadOw alone, U thEft my choOza my kukoO frm me...

Daily evry nite when i think of U tEars cOme Out I smile n wipe da comming One's n in a cOuple of sEcOndz lOst in the drEams we saw tOgathEr :) cute cute fights, Plannings abt the future.. hOw prEciOus thOse mOments r :)...
There iz nO such type of pOwer in this wOrld which can change the lUv I hv 4 U...Still day by day I lUv U more n more then eva befo n i knw U lUv me 2...
I lUb jU Shoney ;-( MiSS U sO mUch...;-(
plz cOme back ;-( ;-(

Still sOmEone...

SomEonE still hatE

whEn U'r nOt arOund...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r fEEling alOne...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r nOt sAy that U lUv mE...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn choOza sEarching U EvErywhErE n U'r sitting bEhind hEr...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn she've to sit alOne in moOn light...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r crYing 4 hEr...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r nOt undErstands hEr...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r said "TC"...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r quitE...;-(

SomEonE still hatE
whEn U'r lEaving...;-(


SomEonE still wanna stOp U ...;-(
N SomEonE still wanna sAy that I lUv U... ;-(
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If sOmEOne Still lUvz mE this much so y tOdAy i wAlk alOne wid ma pAinfull shAdOw y ?

sOmEone...

Should i EVER tEll MithU?

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
nO OnE wipE my tEars

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
I dUn knOw To whOm shall i cOmplain...

WhEn U'r nOt hErE ...
No One givE mE strEngth n hOpe

WhEn U'r nOt hErE ...
No One givE mE shOulder tO crY...

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
No One undErstands mY pAin mY tEars...

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
EvEryOne takE mE 4 grAntEd...

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
EvErybODy smilEs at mY lOnElinEss

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
I sit alOne n rEmEmbEr all thE pAinfUl nights Of mY childhOod

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
I smilE with tEars in mY EyEs...N nobODy fEEls mY pAin!...

WhEn U'r nOt hErE...
I'm jUst mE
a sOUl with fUll Of sAdnEss...

N OncE AGAIN U'r nOt hErE with mE at this timE...
thEn Ur choOza jUst wAnA sAy that "sOmEone miSSing U BadlY"

AlOne ShadOw...

In the large n Vast wOrld

Of dire estrangement blOwn
This One pleasure really suffices
That the pain of AlOne ShadOw iz just my Own!

withOut yOu ...

WithOut yOu

Day is nOthing but a waste Of light
WithOut yOu
I am lOst, I vanish in the night
WithOut yOu
Life is but a senseless waste Of time
WithOut yOu
Everything I dream turns black and white
nevr ever leave me...

SpilleD...

As the tyme passing away

The lOved One iz becOming pierced by me
My lyfe iz made of sandy Clay
It iz cOntinuOusly being spilled and SpilleD!

ImprisOned ...

FOr many, many ages, after my abOminable defeat

AmOng my Own brOken armz I remained imprisOned.
The self same face that inhabited my eyes Once
FOr all my lyfe inside my tearz remained imprisOned!

whO knOws...

whO knOws ?

When mOOn On a night
Hiding its face
Amid the sOft tresses Of a little clOud
Or with handz in hands Of rustling breeze
Playz in the cOurtyard Of the space,
Then sOme One sitting away alOne
Bears the miserable ages Of dejected nights
On the weak and feeble eyez.
WhO knOws ---
That at such a tyme
The heart pushes Out feeble breaths with a great difficulty!

KnEEz...

The Emptiness Is Killing Me SlOwly

As I Wipe The Tears That Fall From My Eyes,
I struggle to Realize YOu're Really GOne.
My Heart Breaks As It Crumbles tO The FlOOr,
I DrOp tO My KnEEz UnAware Of What tO dO...

Rain drOps...

If U wanna knOw hOw much I MiSS U ?

then try tO catch Rain drOps...
The One's U catch iz hOw much U MiSS Me
N the One's U MiSS iz hOw much I MiSS U...

AsheS ...

When yOu transcribe the reasOn of SOrrOws

Then write this, tOO,
That the mOOn, the stars, the meteOrs hv brOken the wOrd.
ThOse living mOments, that waited for yOu in yOur wayz
Hv gOt tired, and turned intO shadOws.
yOur memOries and ideaz, yOur sOrrOws and dejectiOns
yOur eyez, yOur questiOningz,
All my tiez with yOu hv seperated , deserted.
When u transcribe the reasons of sOrrOws
Then write this, tOO,
That all the suns of the wavering prayers hv melted
At trembling lips,
All dreams hv turned to AsheS...

MaD HearT...

Upset by the Mirages

Of SceneS and their IntensitY
I've Changed my WaY!
But this heart, the MaD HearT
StOp at Every step
SiNkz at Every bEat!

cRy ...

The Damp air of SeparatiOn

makes my eyez wet
every evening
then tenderly and sOftly
i shut the dOOr
and cRy!

AfteR mE...

When i'll nOt be here, when i'll b gOne,when i'll b dEad, if u hv tyme just cOme tO my grave, dO nOt cRy, just put sOme wild flOwers beside me, sit beside me fOr few minutes, talk tO me, chEEr me up, Remember the tyme when we were tOgather, when we were Frndz, suCh clOse frndz, listen to my quite reply njOy thOse mOments wid me try to understand the unsaid wOrdz & cOnsider hOw much u still mean to me ...

MiSS yOu...

Every time i clOse my eyes i see U, dOn't know what Exactly iz, my hOrizOn Or my dream....I miss yOu, like deserts miss the rain, I hear the wind whispering yOur name ....lOt Of peOple walk in and Out Of my life, but...U r the 1 whO leave fOOt prints On my heart which can neva eva fade.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DEAR....

ShadOw...

My shadOw is lOst.

It has nOwhere tO gO.
It is searching fOr a hOme.
tO shield it frOm all harm.
Will sOmeOne please help my lOst shadOw find it's way back tO me?
My shadOw is lOst.
I have lOOked all Over
yet my lOst shadOw has yet tO be fOund.
It is all alOne.
LOst sOmewhere in this
cOld, dark wOrld we all call a hOme.
I guess i am destined tO never have a shadOw.
It will remain lOst for all eternity.
I hOpe sOmeOne dOwn the line
will shOw my shadOw it way hOme.
Only then will i be cOmplete.
I will never be cOmplete with Out my shadOw.
my ShadOw is lOst.

Stay By Me...

All alone,with you not by my side,

I think of U every night and day,
I know that there's nothing left to say,
But for me now,
Time has come to a standstill,
and my life has lost all it's colour,
I'm sure it's true love,
I can't think straight,
or do anything right when you aren't by my side,
Stay By My Side,
Coz You are the reason for which I'm Living,
I Love You,
And believe me,
this always comes from the bottom of heart.....

BrOken...

Time flied by,
and with you I was in Love,
but now,
When Everything's gone,
I have nothing left of you,
but my memories,
I feel so lonely and alone,
writhing in despair,
without you by my side,
I'm only Half Alive,
without you,
I seem to be spiralling into death,
Still waiting for you,
All This time,
Is there nothing I can Say?
Is there nothing I can Do?
And inside,
Maybe I'm Dying,
Maybe I'm Dead,
Coz I know that,
Since you have gone,
I have shattered from within,
And just so you know,
I'm Still Standing There and Still waiting for yOu...

The Day...

The Day i will stOp lOving yOu! is the Day when i ClOse my eYes fOrEver...HapPy BiRtH DaY..